Breathing in...

    I attended a conference a couple of weeks ago and someone encouraged me to take time to "breathe in". 
 As a runner, my thoughts go straight the sound and sensation of breathing in; the way your lungs crave air on a long uphill stretch or when you pick up your pace at the end of a run. Or, as a singer I think of taking a quick, deep breath, expanding the diaphragm to let all the air you can get pour in.  In both these cases breathing in is something intense, refreshing, energizing and with the purpose of keeping the movement and purpose going.

Enjoying  rest after a nice morning run

I've reflected a little bit on "breathing in and what it means to me... 
It is not stationary, but it is also not active. It is a kind of re-tanking, but not in a stand still kind of way.  Breathing in is intensional and at the same time completely natural.  It always meets a need. Sometimes, if the situation is so desperate, it can hurts when it is taken in. It can also cause one to be aware of what is going on inside of them.

Breathing  causes me to expand, to take in what is already there: air, nature, others, beauty, pleasures to be experienced and moments waiting to be shared.

Alex's fuzzy friend

We experienced some "breathing in" moments this week end with good friends on the lovely prairie country side near Brandon..

Time spent together with good friends ( Tammy, Amanda.. and Lucy)

Watching a soccer world cup game!! 

The evenings dangerous chefs!

Preparing supper with friends

Frying...

Breathing..

Chopping...

Norman and Amanda our wonderful hosts!

Lots and lots of time around a plentiful table

Lara's Chocolate Moltons

Enjoying a quiet moment

Living in the Moment

Our year on the prairies is quickly coming to an end. Friends we meet are starting to ask, “How much longer are you here?  When do you return to Europe?” Our answer is a reminder to us of how little time is left.

When I take time to reflect on this year of life on the prairies, these are some phrases that come to mind:

Lots of travels, busy, new opportunities, the coldest winter in 120 years, lots of new friends, a long winter, Mennonite and Canadian heritage, enjoying my kids, Canadian generosity, a growing burden for those in need, no spring, not enough time to spend time with every one…

If I had to tell you what my favorite moments were, moments that made my heart and soul glad, it would definitely not be the times I finished my to-do lists, or rushed from one “important” meeting or event to another, or even days I felt that I accomplished a lot.  It would clearly be the time and space I took to “be” and live in the moment, the moments I took “breathing in” what I was doing, taking in what was around me, and the people I was with.

Moments such as the following:

Just this morning….  sitting in my “princess chair”, before everyone else is up, starting my day off with my Heavenly Father, taking in the unconditional love He continually pours out on my life. Bowing and submitting to His purpose and His plan, which might seem like a bumpy road, but knowing that He is right there on the road with me.

Making scones with my friend Valrae for our open house

Special friends: usually it is just “being with them”. Baking, planting, painting, crocheting, singing, running, celebrating, eating, singing, planning, strategizing, dreaming…. I have been amazed this year at how much I have been blessed with good friends …friends with whom I can just be myself.

Times like yesterday at the Open House we had here in Steinbach, listening to my husband, this man I love, share his passion and burden for the far too many 
marginalized and desperate children in the world and the role we can play to help make a difference.

Our crazy teenager!

Lots of evenings spent with our teenager Alex, talking, listening, encouraging as he navigates his way through transitions with lots of life questions, or watching him perform one of his dances and seeing his face light up with joy.

Digging my fingers and feet in this rich Canadian soil while planting flowers and tomato plants….

I wonder how many of these moments I miss … how many you miss. They are there all around us, waiting to be “breathed in”, to be noticed.  

It is those moments that we live life at its fullest, that we give meaning to the person we are made to be, that we connect with ourselves, others, and our Maker. I don’t want to miss those moments. 

Maybe it is the width and vastness of the prairie skies, that pulls me in to want to stop and look for the little things, the beauty in the here and now, the moments that might tend to get lost in the never ending horizon of the prairies…

A Week of Planned and Unplanned Events

Enjoying my first ever Slurpee

Well, winter has abruptly ended here on the prairies of Canada.  

A little over a week ago we were still having what I would call end-of-winter temperatures, but now it seems that here in Manitoba, mother nature is skipping spring and going straight into summer. 

I am not complaining about the warmth, although it does seem funny to have to get up extra early to run in order to avoid the heat, when a little over a month ago I was still debating whether or not to run because of the cold.  

First summer hot dog roast

This week has been quite a week.  Just when Phil and I thought life would be a little more “normal” with less travel, time to catch up on routine work-related items, time to connect with local friends and maybe even a summer barbeque with the extended family, it seems that God had other plans.

Poverty, Praise, and Pie Fundraiser:

The singer, pie bakers!

Tammy put her laptop (which is basically her office this year) aside and spent 2 days with a great team of women from our Steinbach church baking pies to raise awareness and funds for OSWW (Open Schools World Wide).  It was so much fun, working along side of others, listening to their life stories, and singing while we worked. I also became an expert in “pie fluting”, as my job was to put the finishing touch on the 200 pies by fluting the edges.  The fundraiser enabled us to raise over $7000 for the education of marginalized children in southern Africa!

Made over 200 pies..

Just whistle while you work..

Unexpected hospital visit!

We had just returned from the Pie fundraiser, and Michael (who is with us for the summer) told us his stomach didn’t feel so good. Well, a couple of hours later he was in so much pain that we had to rush him to the hospital, where he was operated for acute appendicitis and a hernia...which they found in the process.  This was definitely not part of his plan, but he is so thankful that it happened while he was at home and not at college, or in a couple weeks when he is planning to be in Brazil leading a soccer camp with street kids.  He just came home today, still quite sore, but glad to be out of the hospital.

I could go on and tell you about other unexpected events, news items, jumping in and helping others, decisions to make, and burdens of others which we carry in our hearts.  They are all part of our lives. 

Today as I take a minute to reflect on this week a verse from the Psalms comes to mind. Psalms 19:21 “Many are the plans in a person's heart, but it is the LORD's purpose that prevails” - I am humbled and comforted by this reminder today.

Humbled, because it reminds me of my rightful place - not as the center of a plan, but as a part of a bigger one. Comforted, because I don’t have to know and understand it all.  I can trust, hope, and accept that a God who loves me and those I love has a higher purpose than what I can see.  I can therefore let go, and let Him.

Construction

There is a ton of construction going on where we live. 

Manitobans say there are 2 seasons here: winter and construction. So driving back from the hospital with Michael today meant I couldn’t take the road I normally do. This alternate route forced me to slow down, take a new road, take a little more time, work on my sense of direction (which is really challenged), and avoid getting tar on the car. Yes… some minor inconveniences, but the bigger picture is that in a week or so we get to enjoy a nice new road, with no pot holes and cracks caused by the long prairie winter.